December 2010
Half the time i’m like “fuck it, why do I even bother”. Then I realize it’s cause I actually give a fuck, then im left wondering why I care so much? Fuck everything damn
Okay.
Fuck you.
:( I tried twice now & I shouldnt even be the one doing this but it’s not looking good. So I guess theres not much more I can really do.
"There's only two rules here. Get drunk & high"
oh god. I'm so stupid.
So I thought of calling just to say hi & your phone was off. I guess that’s just a sign telling me not to call. I stupid for even doing it in the first place though, for even wanting to.
making full restitution, that’s the solution.
"I only have a couple close friends, JD, Maryjane,...
I need you.
The only thing I have to hold on to anymore is the hope that one day you’ll come back to me.
it hasn’t settled with me yet and I don’t want it to. I don’t want this to be real, I don’t want to live this. It doesn’t seem real. when I got out of bed this morning the first thought in my head was “did that really happen?, am I really alone now?”. wake me up when December ends, so I can hit snooze for January-June. All I knew was me & him, now that...
The tin man was better off with out a heart. ha what a foolish son of a bitch, to want something that could only cause you pain.
Wait, they don't love you like I love you, wait.
The problem about making someone your everything is that when they’re gone you’re left with nothing.
